Baby Talk

My baby's two point five kilograms already. The doctor said that most likely he'd be born in late June (at the latest).

Late June is only weeks away...

I am torn. Confused. Am I ready? My life will surely change. The huge baby box in the bedroom is just the preliminary of something gigantic. Will it be
a chaotic disorder like what my life used to be? Will I be happier, listening to my baby's laughters and cries? Will I feel blessed or even taste pangs of regret?

There is no turning back. Maybe that's what scares me so. I feel so messy and uncomfortable, my life's gyrating into The Unknown.

Maybe it's time to wash my face and then rest. I'm sure a miracle is going to happen tomorrow.